FAITH IN YOU .....

So much has happened to where you’d think I wouldn’t believe..




No matter how hard I try..


Faith in you and who you really are returns to me..


We have had a hard road…


At times we have traveled separate paths..


But always… we have been drawn back to each other..






I gave you my heart.. and yes I had doubts..


Fears in my head at times that were hard to rule out..


I know you are not perfect and neither am I..


But I accept you for who you are..


Its about accepting someones past and the darkest parts of them..


and embracing them… loving them anyway..


I have faith that you will do the same for me..


I know I too have made mistakes..


I am working on me and making myself into..


the woman I have always longed to be..


Keeping the good parts and throwing out


some of the bad..






No matter how much you hurt me..


No matter how hard you try…


You cannot push my love away..


It simply refuses to die..






I have faith in you and know one day you will too..


You are beautiful inside .. regardless of what you might think..


I know there is good because I have seen through your walls..


Maybe just a peek.. but under it all is quite a man..


Longing to break free…


I know I cannot help you in this.. for this is your


road to travel and the lesson you have to learn on your own..






I cannot control the way things are between us.. so I no longer try..


I have hope where my heart used to be..


that one day if the fates have decreed it.. by my side


you I will see..


I am repairing myself.. to embrace life all around me..


Love and time conquers all scars and heals them..






I gave you my heart and forever it shall be…


I will keep my faith in you..


and pray you have faith in me..


When I said I love you more than you will ever know I meant it..


That is why this is so hard..


Because I know you need this time..


To figure out Who YOU are..


I do not want to be a burden..


So instead I set you free..


with hope and faith..


Someday you and I will be.. us..


Two parts to one whole.


Even if from afar..


Every night I will wish you courage..


As I gaze up at the stars..

Missing a special someone very much..