3 simple steps to HAPPINESS...

1..^^..Physical Exercise
2..^^..Learning
3..^^..Social Interactions

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In THIS SEM BREAK , i finished  some  books , entitled " happiness" , " ways to find happiness " , " simple  steps  to achieve happiness" bleh bleh bleh...........

Don't  you  dare  asking   me  , why  i bother reading  these kind  of " self  help  motivation books " 
At  lease  I  am  reading ................... =D

BOOK 1 ( 3 DAYS TO FINISH )

BOOK 2 ( 5 DAYS , SHORT CUT SOME MORE ^^)
2O1O..is   finally  coming  to  an end...........THANK GOD ...
not  that  I am  complaining , but it is really  not  a  smooth year  for  loves  one  around me....=(

Sweet  December  coming  to  end  Lovely  2O1O......
My  simple  conclusion  to  achieve  happiness in today's  world :

1) Being  ❤  love......

Let  the  people  that  know  you ❤  ,  love  you  for  who  you are .❤ . get ..... 
Love  by  parents .
love  by  siblings .
love  by  your  true  heart  soul mate.
love  by  all  the  people  around  you .

2)  Giving  others ❤
love  your  parents with sincerely
love  you  sibling and let them count on you .
love  your  soul mate  with  loyalty .
cherish  all  the  people  around  you , and  let  them  know  you ❤  them  so...

3) enjoy  life
life  is  too short  for  you to worry ,
life  is  to  fragile  for  you  to plan ,
life  is  to un meaniningful  without ❤ .
enjoy  everyday  of  your  life , while  you  still have , cherish  everyone  and  every  moment  you  spend  with  today .
and  always  look  forward  for  tomorrow .

3  simple  steps to  happiness . dont  complicate life . Make  life  moderation  and a journey  to discover  and  learn . Life  is  amazing.......

Happy  december .... lets  look  forward  for  an awesome chisTmax .

MERRY  CHRISTMAS GUYS .

LOVE YA❤

   

FAITH IN YOU .....

So much has happened to where you’d think I wouldn’t believe..




No matter how hard I try..


Faith in you and who you really are returns to me..


We have had a hard road…


At times we have traveled separate paths..


But always… we have been drawn back to each other..






I gave you my heart.. and yes I had doubts..


Fears in my head at times that were hard to rule out..


I know you are not perfect and neither am I..


But I accept you for who you are..


Its about accepting someones past and the darkest parts of them..


and embracing them… loving them anyway..


I have faith that you will do the same for me..


I know I too have made mistakes..


I am working on me and making myself into..


the woman I have always longed to be..


Keeping the good parts and throwing out


some of the bad..






No matter how much you hurt me..


No matter how hard you try…


You cannot push my love away..


It simply refuses to die..






I have faith in you and know one day you will too..


You are beautiful inside .. regardless of what you might think..


I know there is good because I have seen through your walls..


Maybe just a peek.. but under it all is quite a man..


Longing to break free…


I know I cannot help you in this.. for this is your


road to travel and the lesson you have to learn on your own..






I cannot control the way things are between us.. so I no longer try..


I have hope where my heart used to be..


that one day if the fates have decreed it.. by my side


you I will see..


I am repairing myself.. to embrace life all around me..


Love and time conquers all scars and heals them..






I gave you my heart and forever it shall be…


I will keep my faith in you..


and pray you have faith in me..


When I said I love you more than you will ever know I meant it..


That is why this is so hard..


Because I know you need this time..


To figure out Who YOU are..


I do not want to be a burden..


So instead I set you free..


with hope and faith..


Someday you and I will be.. us..


Two parts to one whole.


Even if from afar..


Every night I will wish you courage..


As I gaze up at the stars..

Missing a special someone very much..

Women's silly perception

Came across with  this  while  reading  some blogs..............

HAPPY EVER AFTER ❤

Her  whole  LIFE ..........................

cherished every  moment spend   with daddy  and  mommy ❤

Her  Whole  Life..................

sharing ❤ with  others .

IN  Her  journey  of  life  , She .............................
wishes for .................... a wishing star ❤

have  some  lucky moments  and  found some dreams  come  trues

EVEN ....experienced  some  happy  sweet  moments ❤

AS TIME GOES BY ........................................... SHE IS NOW .........................

searching  for

perfection ................................

BUT  when  time  comes , she growed up ......looking  like  an ANGEL ❤

soon.........................she  is  ready  for  LOVE ❤

ALTHOUGH .....sometimes ................she.......is .....pampered with ❤

BUT , there  are  also  some moments in LIFE  when  she  walks  alone

But  In The  End............................................................................................

She  found  the  special  someone ..........❤

While  Time  Passes................she  found the  perfect  soul mate  and  live  .HAPPY  EVER  AFTER  ❤

處女座

都說處女座另類，雙重性格，甚至有點神經質，其實原因只有一個，處女座的一切都要隨自己外顯的性格而轉，姑且稱之為"狀態"。

處女座狀態好的時候，可以將自己聰明、細膩、能幹、溫情、幽默、有內涵等優良品質完全外展，此時他們顯得如此完美，光芒四射，並且可以表現得非常外向、健談，容易與人打成一片。而一旦處女座狀態不好，便會變成另一個人，甚至非常窩囊，一事無成，不過通常此時他們都躲避外在的干擾,所以讓人感覺有點間歇性自閉症因為同為水星守護，所以處女和雙子一樣善變，但雙子善變的是心思，處女善變的卻是情緒。

　　很多時候處女座要面對很多實際的瑣事，這時的處女座便不得不在冷中面對周圍世界：要麼說話做事很不自然，有做作的痕跡；要麼便極度冷漠和被動，對誰都不理不睬。其實處女座很清楚自己現在的樣子，但他們無力改變和控制自己的情緒，只能選擇瘋狂地逃避一切。　

　他們想的是：與其很不自然地面對你，尷尬地和你說些無關痛癢地話，或是因和平時反差太大而被人說成表裡不一，性格怪異，還不如先躲一陣子，等調節好了以後再出來。所以，在與人交往中，他們只會和不得不交流的人或是完全陌生的人交談，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏遠。　　所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越遠。特別是戀人.

　　而且,大家都知道處女座的人有嚴重的完美主義傾向,所以就有了所謂的\"處女座的人最喜歡若即若離\"。原因很簡單：他只想給你一個最好最完美的自己，而不願讓你看到他無助脆弱的一面。所以請記住，有時處女座對你冷，絕不是你說錯做錯什麼，這是他們正常的生理現象，他們只是不想讓嚴寒和冰霜傷害了你。

不必難過，因為他們在乎你的話，他們的內心比你還要難過、自責和內疚！他們所能做的，只希望快點調整好情緒，回到你的身邊。　　正基於以上兩點，處女座有時便會表現出非常另類的行為和思維模式。他們的性格也很多來源於此：不喜主動，不善交際，不愛表現，不喜拋頭露面，諸如此類。　　


關於"潔癖"——並非處女都有潔癖，很多處女座並不愛乾淨，但卻要求整潔，他們更多的是井然有序，不喜歡別人破壞他們所整理和佈置的"完美"格局。處女座更多的是有精神潔癖。一旦觸碰到他們精神上的禁區，嚴重時會表現得歇斯底里。

　　關於"花心"——一般說來處女座絕不花心，忠誠是他們的代名詞。異性關係多很可能是他們需要確定一個好人緣和自己有魅力，來反擊那些普遍觀點。一旦找到心中真愛，他會呵護你一輩子，只要你能給他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。尋花問柳，紅杏出牆這些事與他們絕緣。　

　關於"聰明"——不似雙子靈活機巧，不像水瓶創意非凡，也不是天蠍的那種計畫周密，處女座更多體現的是智慧。細膩、理性、好學加上十二,星座裡一流的洞察力和最強的邏輯思維能力，處女座想不聰明都難。沒事少在處女座面前信口開河，隨意撒謊，很多偽紗他們一眼便能看透；也別跟他們玩什麼心計，你玩不過他們的。處女是那種可以把你賣了你還得向他道謝的類型。

沒事也少跟處女座辯論，他們沒理也可找出理，甚至找出不止一條理來。處女是永遠不會吃虧的。　　關於"單純"——處女座很純真，但絕不單純，他們內心複雜得讓人難以想像，很多不經意的事可能都是他們精心佈置的。處女座也總在純潔和好色之間徘徊，這一點最難說清。

不過他們真正的內心是極其善良的， 寧可自己苦也不願傷害任何人，心靈如水晶一般晶瑩剔透。　　關於"幽默"——都說處女座冷若冰霜，缺乏幽默。多和他們接觸吧，你會體會到什麼是冷幽默，什麼是真正的幽默，而並非品位低俗的搞笑。

　　關於"遲鈍"——別看你和處女座說某些提議時他們半天才反應過來，在你說好的一瞬間，他們腦子裡可能已經轉過五六個你這項提議會造成的後果了。他們總是想得太多，絕非想得太慢。　　關於"自私"——處女座的自私覺不是獅子的那種惟我獨尊，也不是水瓶的以自我為中心。處女座正因為是無私的，所以顯得自私。因為處女不想傷害任何人。　

　關於"逃避"——由於處女座性格上的因素，他們通常會顯得壓力很大。當週遭的事物已無法掌控，或是自己的情緒無法調節好時，他們會瘋狂地逃避，墮落自己，這種狀況通常對別人無害，卻是傷害自己，讓所有愛他們的人感到心碎。不過不用太擔心，過一陣子他們自己會好的，他們天性的自我批判精神很快便會起作用。

處女座一般不會徹底墮落，墮落前可能都已留有餘地，只是在等待著希望的來臨。甚至有時墮落都是做給別人看的。　　關於"內涵"——處女座有涵養這一點是肯定的。在成長中不斷吸取教訓，不斷學習，取人之長來豐富自己的內涵。因為他們感覺到情緒無法把握，而這些是自己可以踏踏實實做到的，將來一定有幫助。

這是他們所追求的完美主義目標。　　處女座就是一個表面神秘到難以琢磨，說穿了卻又很簡單的星座。最接近神的人？可能吧，處女座喜歡這樣來標榜自己。因為他們確實有超凡脫俗的一面。他們的內心接近了神，可是身在這個世界，不能不食人間煙火吧，所以必須得戴著一個面具活在這個世界上。　　處女座喜歡和人說些曖昧的話，對心儀的對象卻不好意思表白。　　處女座希望別人瞭解自己，卻又只將能公佈的那一部分對外展示。　　處女座是最有責任感的人了，可很多時候卻害怕承擔責任。

SEARCHING FOR AN OPEN WINDOW

WHEN  A DOOR  CLOSES , YOU  CAN  ALWAYS  FIND  YOURSELF  A  TINY  OPENED WINDOW .

IT IS ALL UP TO YOU . ARE  YOU  STILL LOOKING  BACK ? OR  YOU  ARE  READY  TO LOOK FORWARD ?

THEY  ALWAYS  SAY  THAT  LIFE  IS  A  STAGE .
WE PERFORM  AND  HOPE  TO  SHINE  ONCE  IN A FULL MOON .

LOOKING  BACK  AT  THE QUOTE , WHAT  IF  THE  DOOR  IS  NOW SHUT  TIGHT , WHILE  I AM  LOOKING  FORWARD  TO  MOVE ON , BUT ....
GOSH !!!!!!
WHERE  THE HELL IS  THAT  TINY  WINDOW LOCATED ?
I CANT  FIND  MY  OPEN  WINDOW !!!!!!

100%

HAVE you  ever accomplish something that  made  you  so  proud  of  yourself  in that moment , you  hope  that  time  will just  stop and  last  forever .

Imagine  you  holding  your  100% ( full mark )  maths  exam  paper , and  you  maths  teacher  is  praising you in front  of  the whole class , in that  moment , you just hope  time  can pause , last just a little  longer .

You  came  back  home , showed  the paper to  your  parents , you parents  bought  you  a  new  toys  as  a  reward  for all your  hard work . You felt  the  sense  of  accomplishment and  hope  this  sense  of  accomplishment  can  last  forever .

We  always  searching  for perfection , because  we know perfection can lead  to  praises  , benefit , and  the  sense  of  accomplishment .

WE may  find  the  perfect  dress .
WE may  find  the  perfect  words , in the perfect  time .
We may  score  the  perfect  score  in our  test .
We  may  also  plan  the  perfect wedding  .

All  of  these  perfection may  last  in your memory  forever .
Just  closing  your eye , you still can  remember  every  details , event  that  gave  you  the 100%  satisfaction .

BUT WHAT  IF  YOU  FOUND  A 100% GUY IN YOU LIFE , AND HE IS NO LONGER BY YOUR SIDE  ANYMORE ?

IT  is  just  the  same  feeling , when you  found  a dress  that  suit  you so well ( before ) , now  it  no  longer  fit  you , cause you grow  older  and taller .

YOU  may  put  the  dress  a side  , and  keep it  in your  closet  , cause  it  is  sentimental  to you . YOU  may  start wearing  , other  beautiful  dress , but  it  can  never  ever  replace the  sentimental  dress  that  you  once  wore  and  made  you  feel  perfect .

This is  just  the  same concept  as  meeting the "perfect  match "
YOU  think that  you  met  the one , he is so perfect  for  you .
YOU  try  your  best  to  maintain yourself  so that  he will be  by  your side  and last  forever .
BUT , who  are  we kidding ?
How  the hell , will this  last  forever .

I  came  across  with  this  friend  of  mine , who  is  also  a  "Virgo"  girl just  like  me posted :
" i felt  in love  with a 100% man , i lost  him , and i dont knw , how  m i gonna  find  another  perfect  one "in  facebook

Virgo  girls  always  tend  to  search  for  perfection .... silly ..annoying .....
pain  in  the a**
but ...it is kinda  true ...

BUT ...
WHO are  we  kidding with the perfect one ?
People  change  from time to time , nothing last  or  remain  the  same  forever .

If  destiny  played  a joke  with  you , and gave  to  a  chance  to  met  the  perfect one .
Cherish  the perfect  as  long  as  you  want .
But  if  it  didn't  last ,
 let  it  go , and learn   the  mistake .
Think  back  ..................
at  lease , destiny  gave  you  the chance  to  learn  and be  with  the perfect  one .

Why  are  you  still looking  back , for  something that  time cant  turn back , and  not  cherish  the one  that  are  by  your side  waiting for you .

You  always  says  that  destiny  will decide  for  you .
But  if  you don't  help yourselves  and  let  destiny passed  you  by .
YOU will always  be  YOU .
helpless ..................................

This  inspiration came  from  pretty  K****
MOVe on babe .... 
lov ya...........

CLEAR NOVEMBER

DESTINY REALLY  GAVE  ME  A  CHALLENGING YEARS .

TOOK  AWAY  QUITE  A  NUMBER  OF  LOVES ONE  AWAY  FROM ME , AND  CHALLENGE  ME  TO  SURVIVE  WITH  LITTLE AMOUNT  OF  TEARS  AND  SORROW .

2010 CAME  TO ME LIKE  A DREAM . UNEXPECTED  DEATH  TOOK PLACE ONE AFTER  ANOTHER .

BEGINNING OF THE YEARS , ONE OF MY CLOSE  DRAMA MATE  LOST  THE BATTLE AGAINST LEUKEMIA . LEFT ME HERE , WONDERING WHAT DOES IT  TAKE  TO  HAVE HER BACK JUST  FOR  A MOMENT , WHEN I NEEDED HER THE MOST  .

THEN  CAME SWEET  OLD  SEPTEMBER  , THIS OLD SWEET COUPLE , MY UNCLE  AND AUNTY IN THEIR 70S ,  WHO PASSED AWAY  IN A CAR ACCIDENT IN AUS . THEY  REMAINING FLY ALL THE WAY  BACK TO M'SIA , AND  I ACCOMPANY  MY  UNCLE  TO  COLLECT IT IN THE AIR PORT .

LOOKING  AT  MY UNCLE ( THEIR SON ) ( MY GOD DADDY ) , A STRONG MAN , WHO  ALWAYS  LOOK  CHEERFUL  , TRYING HIS  BEST  TO CONTROL  HIS  EMOTION INFRONT OF ME , REALLY  MADE ME MELT  DOWN AND  HOPE THAT FOR JUST  ONE SECOND HE SHOULD BE ME . CRY HIS  HEART OUT , AND LET ME SETTLE THE REST .

A MONTH LATER , MY ENGLISH  TEACHER , ALSO LEFT US HERE , IN THIS CRUEL  WORLD . SHE  LOST  THE BATTLE  AGAINST KIDNEY FAILURE , AND DIE IN A YOUNG AGE .

NOV , THE SECOND LAST  MONTH OF THE YEAR , ANOTHER SHOCKING DEATH CAME AND  HUNTING ME DOWN . A GOOD  AUNTY  OF MINE PASSED AWAY DUE TO SOME ORGAN FAILURE BY A  MINOR  TOOTH EXTRACT .
A  HEALTHY  HUMAN BEING JUST DIE , CAUSE OF A SIMPLE TOOTH EXTRACT .

TOMORROW WILL BE HER SERVICE . I SERIOUSLY DONT REALLY KNOW WHERE DO I FIND THE STRENGTH  TO HANDLE IT .

DEAR DESTINY :
YOU  REALLY  GAVE  ME  A FUNNY YEAR  TO SURVIVE WITH .
LEAVING  ME  MORE AND MORE UNFORGETTABLE MEMORIES TO DEAL WITH .
TODAY ,    TO BE OR NOT TO BE..IS NO LONGER  A QUESTION  ?
IT IS ANSWERED  LONG AGO , BECAUSE IT IS DESTINED .

CHERISH ME , AND LET ME CHERISH YOU , WHILE I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.

LESSON LEARN TODAY :
WE DONT OWN ANYTHING IN OUR LIFE .
ONCE YOUR SOUL DECIDED TO LEAVE EARTH ,
YOU LEAVE  BEHIND EVERYTHING , ONCE YOU THOUGHT YOU OWN .
DONT THINK HIGHLY  ABOUT  MATERIAL , CHERISH WHAT YOU HAVE NOW , AND THINGS YOU THINK YOU STILL OWN .
ONCE IT IS TIME TO GO , LEAVE BEHIND WHAT  YOU CHERISH WITH NO REGRET .
BECAUSE  YOU  CHERISHED  AND LOVED  THEM ALL YOU COULD , WHILE YOU CAN .

MY BELOVED AUNTY ANN

FEW  DAYS  AGO , I WENT TO THIS  COFFEE  SHOP TO BUY MY BREAKFAST .

I MET THIS AUNTY , THE  WAY SHE  MOVES  AND SPEAKS  REMIND ME OF  SOMEONE...

I  GOT  BACK  TO  THE CAR , AND TOLD  THE  STORY  TO MY  MOMMY .

AND  FOUND OUT  THAT  ,  THE  LADY  IS  ACTUALLY  AUNTY ANN 'S  ELDER SISTER .

I SAID  WHAT A SMALL WORLD , AND ALSO REMINDED ME , IT HAS BEEN SOME TIMES , I HAVEN BUMP INTO  AUNTY ANN .

BUT LIFE IS ALWAYS  AN UNFAIR GAME . 

AFTER  TWO  DAYS , I CAME BACK HOME AND FOUND OUT , AUNTY ANN PASSED AWAY .
AND HER DEATH WAS SO TRAGIC , I AM SO SHOCKED , I SOAK  MY PILLOW  IN TEARS  AGAIN .=="

SHE  HAD  THIS  BROKEN TOOTH , SO WENT TO THE  DENTIST TO GET IT DONE .
NORMAL PROCEDURE .
SHE CAME BACK HOME , IN PAIN . BUT SHE HOLD HERSELF BACK AND GO THOUGH THE PAIN . THERE WERE NO PAIN KILLER  OR  ANY MEDICATION GIVEN BY THE DENTIST .
THE NEXT DAY , SHE STARTED HAVING FEVER .
THE THIRD DAY , SHE PASSED AWAY DUE TO INFECTION .

A MINOR TOOTH EXTRACT  , TOOK HER LIFE  AWAY .
THE ONLY  WORD TO DESCRIBE IS "TRAGIC "

AUNTY ANN :
*IS  MY MOMMY'S SIFU .
*SHE TAUGHT HER HOW TO BAKE ALL THESE  FRESH , HEALTHY DELICIOUS CAKES AND PASTRY .
*SHE IS ALSO THE ONE , WHO TAUGHT ME TO GO INTO THE "MI LK  DIET "
*EVERY TIME , AFTER A LONG DAY IN SCHOOL . SOME FRESH BAKE BUNS OR CAKE WILL ALWAYS WELCOME ME , WHEN I STEP INTO THE HOUSE .
BECAUSE OF YOU , YOU TAUGH MY MOMMY TO BAKE , AND MAKING ME THE HAPPIEST  CHILD LIVING ON EARTH .





TO ME:
SHE IS  AN IDEAL MOTHER .
SHE  TREAT HER  TWO  BEAUTIFUL DAUGTHER  LIKE PRINCESS .
SHE  IS  LOYAL  TO HER HUBBY .
SHE  HAS  THIS  AMAZING TALENT IN BAKING .
SHE  ALWAYS  WELCOME ME....WITH A WARM BRIGHT SMILE ...
SHE   IS  A  GREAT  INSPIRATION FOR ME .

I AM SO SHOCK , SHE IS  NO LONGER WITH US RIGHT NOW .
IT IS SO TRUE , YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU MISS TILL IT IS GONE .
CHERISH  THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ,
LOVE THEM , LIKE THE WAY YOU SHOULD .

THIS IS CUTE BELOVED AUNTY ANN ...^^
I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU....SO..........SO.............MUCH .

POEM  SPECIALLY FOR AUNTY ANN....
If tears could build a stairway


And memories were a lane,

I would walk right up to heaven

To bring you home again.

No farewell words were spoken.

No time to say good-bye.

You were gone before we knew it,

And only God knows why.

My heart still aches in sadness

And secret tears still flow.

What it meant to lose you,

No one will ever know.

THe MiSSing PuZZle .....

Have  you  ever experience a time in your  LIFE ,

For  just a moment you pause and ask yourself " What the hell am i doing ? "

Is  this what i really want ? Is this what I am  suppose  to do ?

We  treat  LIFE  as  an uncompleted  puzzle .

We  use our  imagination to  picture the puzzle , and try our  best  to fit  each  pieces together .

Don't you think so ?

Life is certainly a joke .

We  were taught to create dreams , have high ambition since young .

As time goes by , we created all these silly , challenging ambition  in our life , and trying to work our way up to achieve and  win it . 

 

We first  finish a 100 piece Puzzle , feel satisfied , but asking for more .

Then  came  the 500  piece Puzzle  , finished it . Felt  happy , but think you can do better .
NeXt challenge the 5000 piece Puzzle . Complete the puzzle , and thinking who am i kidding , i am better than that .
Finally , we lost control  ourself , and decided  to  picked up a fight with the 10,000 piece puzzle . I may not say , this sounds like a losing battle , but I can sure say , this is time consuming , and indeed a struggle .

Imagine a box  of 10,ooo piece puzzle in front of you .
You open it . Try dividing all the pieces , according to shapes and colours .
 Then  the journey starts , we spend time , days , to complete it .
If you are good , You will complete it in no time .
But if you suck in it , god knows when you ever gonna finish IT.

Puzzle after Puzzle , when will there be an end ?
When you are trying your best to complete each pieces , ignoring other element of life ,
You created yourselves a missing puzzle piece in life .

When you  completed the  9999 pieces of puzzles, by fitting  them  together ,
In that moment , You found out that you lost  one tiny piece .
You curse yourselves , and ask "why me "
May be a few flips  and some tears .
But after that drastic  moment , you took a deep breath and calm down .
Cleared your  mind , and think ed back  ,
how much time did you spend  for that puzzle ,
how much you missed in LIFE .

That  moment , you ask yourselves izzit worth it ?
When you took so much time eager to finish the puzzle you  pictured , you  missed the biggest  puzzle  piece in life .
You  lost  your LIFE .

I understand that everyone had their own puzzle in life , but on your journey fixing up these pieces , remember , there are more things waiting for you to complete , rather  than a crappy Puzzle .

adele rise of the mummy

ADELE - THE RISE OF THE MUMMY

Today went for a movie with my uni buddies and decided to give ADELE , rise the mummy a try .
i feel that every show i watch , there are something to learn from it , or at lease leave you with a slight impression .

This the the beautiful , powerful Adele . A French girl , who is tough , a knowledge seeker , caring , strong , and powerful . ( the ideal women )

The main reason she wants to  rise the mummy from the dead , is to save her twin sister , who had an accident  during a tennis tournament  with Adele .

This is what i learned in the story ,
Adele and her sister are twins . Adele is born with a smart brain , but her sister , who born 4 min later , born with beauty .
On their 20s , Adele twin sister was teasing her , that she is the one who born with good looks . So both of them got into a tennis tournament ( to express their anger at each other ) , an accident occurred when Adele hits the tennis ball with rage , the ball end up knocking her twin sister's head . The twin sister fall to the ground and with slow motion , the hair stick she was wearing , came of , and the sharp part land on the ground and poke through the brain . ( tragic indeed)

* Why must we always compare , who looks better , who sound better ? when everyone is Unix in their own way .

Continue with he story , the twin sister end up surviving , but she remain paralyse . YUP , not dead , but PARALYSE ! ( kinda impossible )
So Adele felt so sorry , she tries her best to rise the mummy , because ancient believe that the mummy doctor have to power  to return a man's soul or , we call it life .

* Adele choose to keep her twin sister a live by not pulling the sharp hair stick and stable into her twin sister's head . She choose to go on an adventure and seek help . Avoiding Grief .

if  you are curious , this is what a hair stick looks like . Imagine , this poking through your skull .

* People tend to try their best to avoid grief .Sometimes , things happen for a reason , sometimes things just happen . Whether , it is an accident or not . Take it as a challenge . 

THE MOST IMPORTANT THING I LEARNED IN THIS MOVIE IS ALWAYS TRUST IN YOUR SIX SENSE .

JUDGEMENT

JUDGEMENT

Ever heard people saying " DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER ? "

If you haven , for heaven sake , flip some books , or google it on net .

The society today tent to have this so call " rights " to judge others .

A very common example , walking down the street , you can see teenagers , from size 2 to size zero =="

The society tend to have this perceptive that , they have to right to label and judge others , according to what ?

A BOOK ?
A CELEBRITIES ?
A COVER PAGE MAGAZINE ?

Watching those reality shows on TV ,
listening to those judges , telling you what went wrong ,
"YOU SUCK IN SINGING !"
" YOUR POST IS TERRIBLE !"
" YOUR NOT SKINNY ENOUGH !"
" YOUR NOT PRETTY ENOUGH !"

Who the hell told them , this is the right way to sing , dance , pose ?
WHO the hell gave them the right to judge others ?
People now tend to judge others by trend , You must be this skinny , this tall , to be a model .
You must have this kind of voice and looks to be an artist !

TOTAL CRAPS.!!!!!1

Because of this  foolishness ,
the society today tend to have lower self esteem ,

girls tend to be not health conscious but end up Anorexia ( eating disorder )
People , man or woman starts judging their own looks , forgetting the based Principal " the natural you "
Everyone is special , one way or another ,
don't tell me rubbish that you are not good enough , you are over weight , you are unhappy with what you have .

You  should be grateful , for what you have , Cause god gave you what you have today , for a purpose .
You think he is so free , randomly , torture you  by  giving  u ugly looks ?
Don't be silly !
Wake up ! Stand Tall !
Everyone is Unix , one way or another .
Ask yourself , who gave you the right to label others , and who the hell gave other the right to judge you .

STAND STRONG AND BE PROUD OF WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE !

FORGET , FORGOTTEN , FORGETTING ....

FORGET

Why  cant  we remember everything  ? We tend to remember those things , places , people  that are  more important to us  by  leaving  behind the less important ones...

Why cant we give out  equal focus and attention towards the things , people and stuff that happen around us ?

= Tell me and I forget. Teach me and I remember. Involve me and I learn. =


FORGOTTEN

Thing that are forgotten .
it happen in the past and it is not longer occupying spaces in our brain .
But , sometimes , when we walk through so familiar street , met some long lost friend , even sense triggering smells , have this  super natural ability to "UN-forget" our past .. When we though history is long forgotten , it comes back and hunt us down once in the full moon .
Scary , yet logical .
Without past history , WHO ARE YOU TODAY ?

=To forget one's purpose is the commonest form of stupidity=


FORGETTING
Things that we are trying our best to forget .
Unpleasant emotions , betrayer , hurt , disappointment , heartbreaking , failure ....etc..
Time will cure , faith will mend  the  broken heart .
Age will guide us wisely , knowledge will lead us to the right path .
Things  that  are destined to  forget , will be forgotten , but it will ALWAYS remain as HISTORY .

=Blessed are those who give without remembering and take without forgetting. =

My Beloved English Teacher - Pn Suriati

Writing this out , couldn't be easy  for me .
I keep  picturing Pn Suriati knocking my head , if i wrote any grammar mistake in this blog ^^.....

I transferred to a new school when I was 16 years old .

Coming to a brand new environment , was definitely  scarily .

First  day  of class , made me very nervous .

I remember when i  entered the class , with the whole class of girls staring at me , feel like digging a hole and jump right into it .

But , i remembered my class teacher took good care of me .

From my ex-high school ,

I  have been known for being good  in  English .

English  is my favourite subject .

I remember the first day ,  walking to English Class ,
I was  praying  in my heart ,
"oh god , please like me , please like me ! "

Stepped  into the class ,
 took a risk . Picked the first seat , first role .

I remember  Pn Suriati ( my English teacher ) sit ted right in front of me .

As usual for the first day , checking my back ground !!.
I answered every question confidently  .................

She gave me a smile , and  from that moment onward ,

Thank god ! She likes me !

How can i describe her ?
She  likes  to highlight her lip ,
so you can always see her reddish lip  from a distance .
She likes to share  her experience studying in Nottingham .
She also like to complain about her job , and each year she will sure tell me :
" Yee Ping , I think it is time for me to retire , I am too old for my job !"

But You will always , see her coming back to school the following year .
 A teacher's job never end !

I also remember she hurt her leg , due to some reason , there are so many stories about how she hurt her leg, so i am not sure about the real story .^^ ( This is why for the past 4 years , we had to walk to English class)
She  love to show off her vocal ,
She love to speak english with her accent ...^^
Sometimes she can be really moddy . yet sometimes , she can be very cheerful .
The school gave ger tons of work , she did complained about it , but in the end she made it happen anyway .&^^

In this new school , the teachers  run the school  by threatening ( no offence) .

I  took a  long long time to adapt into this new environment .
I remember the first few months , i was so reluctant to go to school , because , every morning , we will hear this particular teacher yelling or threatening students .
( not the best way to start up the day )

If you are from my school .....

Yes , your guessing is correct . There is  a loud , straight discipline teacher in my school

And   she is also one of Suriati's best friend .

I remember Pn Suriati always ask me and my friend anu , "wheN will this discipline teacher gonna get marry ? she is not getting any younger , you know  "...hehehehhee.....

She  kinda  balance  up  this  emotinal  displine teacher in school .^^

Besides that , there is  always ups  and downs in school .
I don't judge how the a teacher's teaching skill ,
but i am sure they are trying their best  to educate us .

In this four years time being with her ,
there are certainly ups and downs moment .
I belived my friend and i  enjoyed having her in school .
Although  She is now no longer with us anymore , but we will always remember her as a great educator .

A poem for her , may she rest in peace .
We've known lots of pleasure,
At times endured pain,,

We've lived in the sunshine,
And walked in the rain. ,
...But now we're separated ,
And for a time apart,,

But I am not alone- ,
You're forever in my heart.,

thank you for being a great educator...
will always miss u.....

my last message from her in facebook .

MY BELOVED ENGLISH TEACHER , THANK YOU FOR THESE 21YEARS CONTRIBUTION

this picture edited by Vatsela .....

P/s : A memory that will not be forgotten . Like what the chinese always say , once a educator , forever an educator .

TRUE COLOURS....

It  was  all  a SHOW .

i knew  it  from the start , but  i played  along .

Call me dummy , but i just can't  believe it .

Everyone  has  their "value"  in life , value  in the working field , value  in the relationship field , value in families and etc . 

YES , Everyone has their  value in life .
 You  may ask help  from them but you  have to promise yourself , You will try your best  to return a flavor , some day in the future .

I lend  a hand to you with an  open heart , when you needed me .
And i had contributed more than I suppose too ....
In the end , no only , i get myself a simple thank you from you , but i also got myself a broken  friendship .

Take all the credits  you want , because I am Humble , But don't steal it in frond of me .
Tell  lies about your life , But don't use  my name .
Pretend all you want , because i finally open my eyes and saw the TRUE COLOURS  of you .

In the end of the day , when you need another flavor , I will still lend  you a hand , But definitely without  a sincere heart . =(

A TRAGIC TALE ...

We  were  born into earth without direction .
We  were  not told where are we going , why are were here , where  are we suppose to go and achieve ?

LIFE BRIEF CANDLE .
Life is a game , or a tragic show .
We play our part well , hoping to get  through  the day  and survive till the end  .

But  the end , DESTINY  AND FAITH ARE THE ONE STANDING TALL !

We  are born to  share tragic tales .

Each of us has  stories , that we love to share .
Live  each day , knowing that you are loved .
Live each  day  , with  accomplishment .
Live each day , because you want to , not because  you need to .

Don't be  blinded  with bills ,
Don't be overwhelm  with  numbers  and  grade ....."A"

Cherish each day , because you can . Life is unpredictable , and tragic .
Make your life  worth and memorable.

OPPORTUNITY COST

OPPORTUNITY COST

GUCCI  BAG ? OR  PRADA LEATHER  BOOTS ?


The  best solution , is owning both .
i may stave for  months  to own  all the desire  product , gadget , make up  that  i dreams of .
BUT ....
what  about  LOVE ?

CAN  LOVE  BE AN OPPORTUNITY  COST TOO ?

" i could be with MR A , if i didn't marry you ! "
does this line  sound familiar to you ?


" i could be a billionaire , if i stick with MR M !"


The  key  word of "IF "  and " Could  "
created the word " OPPORTUNITY  COST "

IF  YOU  GIVE  A ME BOX  OF  CHOCOLATE ,
I WILL PICK THE  MY FAVOURITE FLAVOR , THE PIECE  THAT HAS  THE NICEST  PACKAGING , THE ONE THAT SMELL THE BEST , AND THE ONE THAT MAKE OTHERS  ENVY BECAUSE I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY  TO PICK FIRST  AND I  PICKED  THE BEST ONE OUT OF THE BOX .

THIS IS WHAT I CALL " OPPORTUNITY COST IN LOVE "

WHEN DESTINY  CREATED  THE " PERFECT  COUPLE "
FROM ALL OVER  THE WORLD , FAITH  BROUGHT  THE PERFECT  COUPLE  TOGETHER .
THAT IS DESTINED .
YOU END UP WITH THE PERFECT HIM OR HER .
YOU FEEL  HAPPY .
BUT  AFTER YEARS ..................MONTHS.................DAYS.............
YOU STILL HAVE THIS " OPPORTUNITY COST " .
YOU MAY END UP BETTER ,
YOU MAY END UP WORSE THAN YOU EXPECTED ,
BUT ,
YOU  CERTAINLY  END UP SOMEWHERE .

EVEN IF YOU  ARE  THE SMARTEST ECONOMIST IN THE WORLD .
NO WAY , WE ARE ESCAPING  FROM THIS " OPPORTUNITY COST "

BUT  IN THE END ,
LOVE  AND  LIFE IS A FUNNY GAME
NO MATTER  HOW BIG  IS YOUR  OPPORTUNITY  COST IS ,
YOU NEVER TURN BACK WITH WHAT U HAVE DECIDED .
LOOK FORWARD WITH WHAT YOU HAVE , 
AND MOVE FORWARD .

CAUSE LOVE IS A GAME IS A SPECIAL  GAME ,
NO MATTER  HOW  BIG THE "OPPORTUNITY  COST " YOU  LEAD  YOURSELF  INTO ,

WHAT  YOU DECIDE WHEN IT COMES  TO "LOVE" , ALWAYS WORTH . 

VISITING....

Thanks  to  one  of  my  uni  assignment ,

destined  gave  me  a  challenge  to plan  a special  visiting to  a "SPECIAL  HOME ".

At  first  i was  quite  reluctant  to go , cause  i knew  i always  leave  the  special  home  with tears , and 

heart breaking .( emotional , i know )

But , i  did it  any way .......

A bunch  of  my uni buddy  and i went  to an welfare organization " ti ratana " in  salak sauth , kuala lumpur .

early  in  the morning , we met up  in the school ,

and  i lead  the way ...

it  was  my  first time , i drove  my friend's( Susan ) car , a civic ,

i was nervous , driving  and leading .

i guess i did a terrible  job leading ,

all my male  friend say that i drove like i "own  the road ."

TAP  IN THE BACK GUYS , AT LEASE , U ALL STILL CAN CATCH UP . NOT BAD..^^

TI RATANA  IS  QUITE  A BIG WLEFARE SOCIETY , COMPARING TO OTHER WELFARE IN KULA LUMPUR , QUITE WELL SET UP @ ARRANGEMENT . ( 2 THUMB UP )

WE REACH THERE  ABT 10 AM OR SO AND  ONE OF  THE SOCIAL WORKER , FORGOTTEN HIS NAME , LEAD US  AROUND  TI RATANA . THE AREA IS  QUITE  BIG .

IT  HAS OLD FOLKS HOME , DIVIDED INTO MALE @ FEMALE .

OPHANAGE , CHILDREN RANGING  FROM FEW   MONTHS  OLD  BABY  TO SECONDARY .

  THE CHILDREN  OF  TOMORROW...

LOOKING AT THEM , WISHING THAT THEY CAN TAKE  MY PLACE INSTEAD .

CHILDREN  IN THE WORLD  SHOULDN'T  GO THROUGH THIS , IT JUST DOESN'T SOUND FAIR .

AND LOOKING AT THE OLD FOLK , THINKING OF  MY OWN FUTURE .

GOD  CREATE  HUMAN  THAT  DEVELOP MENTAL  AND PSYCHICAL  BY AGE .

IN EVERY CERTAIN AGE , WE ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING IN LIFE  , SOMETHING MINOR 

OR SOMETHING MAJOR .

BUT  LIFE  SOMETIMES  CAN BE SOME TRAGIC THAT , THING HAPPEN WITHOUT OUR PREDICTION .

A WOMEN  WHO RAISE  HIS SON AND DAUGHTER   , PRAY THAT ONE DAY , THEIR WILL TREAT HER THE SAME WAY , WHEN SHE IS OLD .

BUT INSTEAD , GOD  TOLD  AWAY BOTH OF HER DAUGHTER  AND SON . THEY DIE  OF OLD AGE , AND THE MOTHER  IS LEFT  IN THIS WORLD ALL ALONE .

THIS TOO SOUND UNFAIR...

BUT  COMING HERE , HAVING THIS SHORT VISIT ,
I LEARN TO CHERISH WHAT I HAVE NOW ,
PLAN A HEAD  FOR A MORE STABLE FUTURE , HAVE ALTERNATIF ,
AND I ALSO LEARN A DIFFRENT SIDE  OF  MY FRIENDS...

WILL DEFINELY  CHERISH  MOMENT THAT I HAVE WITH YOU...

TO BE A BETTER PERSON .^^

LEAVING TI RATANA :

women are destined to live a tragic life !!!

Nope this is NOT GOOD ENOUGH  !!!!!

Sound familiar ?

In every woman's life , they have their own tragic story .

A women that spend her whole life  worrying  about her weight,

A women who spend her whole life worry about aging .....

And we also get women  who worry about her looks , her JOB , her BABY , her LOVE life , her Financial status , her friend ..... and MANY MANY MORE ..TRUST ME,.....

WORRY !!!!   WORRY !!!!! WORRY !!!!

Women spending their whole life , planning a head , making thing work ...

we ask the question , WHEN ARE THEY EVER GONNA STOP THINKING ?

WELL , sorry guys , but never . The universe some how work these ways , whereby , women are born to think and planning ?

Why ? Because they feel  unsafe ?

may be ....but  READ MY LIP .... it is definitely , not because they want to ....

women will always be a women .....

IF i were given a chance , and just live a day in a man's shoe ....

i definitely will  give it a  try....

NATURAL BEAUTY

walking down the street these day are incomparable with the old days . We can see tons of colour..all over, not only  colourful building , but different style of cloths , and of course colourful make up on each faces .

ever heard of  : natural is beauty ?

Do u mean that in the old days , when your mommy and daddy's generation , when make up wasn't discover , they are all unattractive ? ugly ?

Why are young teenager , putting on tons of chemical on their pretty faces ?

To attract attention from boys ? That is the most " rubbish " ex cusses i ever heard .

Girls today  spend a huge sum of money for cosmetic , for what to look  good in front of Ur partner ?

not being rude or defending anyone , but  image a pretty 16 year old girl , spend one or two hour of her time ,
applying MASCARA , FAKE LASHES , LAYERS OF LIP GROSS., COLOURFUL EYE SHADOW ....IS THAT WHAT WE WANNA SEE AND CREATE FOR OUR FUTURE GENERATION ?

BOYFRIEND @ GIRLFRIEND ISSUE

this is also a common  case , when a boyfriend got so mad of waiting for his girlfriend to apply make up .When all they r going is a simply fats food dinner. i understand that the girl wanna look good...but ..is that really necessary ?

when u go dating is to know more about that person , one way or another ?
think about it , if you use that applying make up time , to get to know more about the person and spend more time with him ,  THINK ABOUT THE TIME THAT U MISSED SO FAR.....

Just think about it , will u were make up 24/7 . WHOLE LIFE ?

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH CHEMICAL IS IN THE MAKE UP THAT YOU ARE WEARING ?

When you are in your 50s , looking into the mirror and seeing  an older and less attractive you , is that the end of the world ?

when god create human , it was natural .

stay natural , grow natural , die natural . LEARN TO LOVE THE NATURAL YOU , BECAUSE PEOPLE LOVE THE NATURAL YOU FROM THE START ...^^

给宝贝的信。。

宝贝，
离开了你以后。
想起，当天纯真和单纯的我们刚刚认识的时候。

今天的我，在也不明白，是我的愚蠢，还是我没有守信用。。

伤害了你。。

但是我想让你知道。。

我曾用心地来爱着你,

为何感觉不到你？无数次在梦里与你相遇....


这一段感情就这么没有了吗?

难道真的是一场游戏一场梦?
从梦里醒来,咸涩的泪水一次次浸漫上我的眼,我一遍遍问自己,想起曾经的一切刻骨的痛是那么锥心刺肺,你能触摸到吗?

你知道我的心有多痛?

宝贝。。
从头到尾，我明白你对爱情，有自己的见解。

但我希望你明白。。

世界上最漫长的等待，

不是因为等待的时间有多长，

而是在等你接电话前的嘟嘟声，

那几秒钟的等候却比死还难受...

世界上最让人痛心的话，

不是你对我说你不再爱我了，

而是电话内传来留言箱的话,

因为你连话都不对我说清楚...

终于，你还是没有接起你的呼叫，

其实早在打电话给你以前，

我已经知道会有这样的结局了，

但我却宁可受到伤害，

却也要努力地尝试...

即使拨叫了一万通电话，

却也要努力地尝试...



即使拨叫了一万通电话，

你只接了那么一同电话，

我仍旧觉得那9999次的伤害，

是值得的...

对不起宝贝，我让你失望了。。。。。。。

甜蜜的感觉。。

糖果可以带来幸福的味道。。。

孤单的味道。。

当同一个动作重复了几遍。。
也会觉的厌倦。。

在酒吧闹了一晚。。

会到家，对着静静的四面墙。。

不知不觉，孤单的味道自然就出现了。。。

有时候，真的好像有你在身边陪我度过寂寞的夜晚。。。。

FOLLOW YOUR HEART.....

YOUR HEART IS SENDING YOU SOME MESSAGE :

IT FEELS SO GOOD, BUT YET AGAIN IT FEELS SO WRONG.

PARENTS ALWAYS TEACHES THIER CHILDREN TO FOLLOW WHAT THEIR HEARTS TELL THEM .....

IS IT TRUTH ??

THE WEDDING

A simple piece of  ART WORK that makes girl in the whole wide world  have sweet dreams AT NIGHT ....

A brand new beginning..**

 A girls dream to walk into the church , being the most beautiful person that existed on her special day .

She took a deep breath , and take her sweet time talking into the aisle, praying that the groom will be waiting in front ...

and hoping that she doesn't trip with her long lacy gown . SHE WALKS.....

In her nervous mind , she looks around her searching for familiar faces , all she can sees , and some familiar faces , unfamiliar faces , so long lost friend .

But in  that moment , everyone by her standing by their sit , gave her the "eye". The "eye", saying that  what a lucky girl , how pretty she looks , what a nice gown ....the looks of amazes..

She walks towards the groom . the groom reaches his hand towards her .

He gave her a firm hold , and looks into her eyes .

In his eyes, somehow she gets the message . She knows she is making her right move . It just feel so right .

both of the held each other hand , said the magic word : " I Do "

exchanges their vows , making the bridge cries and ruined her prefect make up ....

them their exchanged their rings , and gave each other a passion kiss ...

It was magical ......The magical of WEDDING...