DESTINY REALLY GAVE ME A CHALLENGING YEARS .
TOOK AWAY QUITE A NUMBER OF LOVES ONE AWAY FROM ME , AND CHALLENGE ME TO SURVIVE WITH LITTLE AMOUNT OF TEARS AND SORROW .
2010 CAME TO ME LIKE A DREAM . UNEXPECTED DEATH TOOK PLACE ONE AFTER ANOTHER .
BEGINNING OF THE YEARS , ONE OF MY CLOSE DRAMA MATE LOST THE BATTLE AGAINST LEUKEMIA . LEFT ME HERE , WONDERING WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO HAVE HER BACK JUST FOR A MOMENT , WHEN I NEEDED HER THE MOST .
THEN CAME SWEET OLD SEPTEMBER , THIS OLD SWEET COUPLE , MY UNCLE AND AUNTY IN THEIR 70S , WHO PASSED AWAY IN A CAR ACCIDENT IN AUS . THEY REMAINING FLY ALL THE WAY BACK TO M'SIA , AND I ACCOMPANY MY UNCLE TO COLLECT IT IN THE AIR PORT .
LOOKING AT MY UNCLE ( THEIR SON ) ( MY GOD DADDY ) , A STRONG MAN , WHO ALWAYS LOOK CHEERFUL , TRYING HIS BEST TO CONTROL HIS EMOTION INFRONT OF ME , REALLY MADE ME MELT DOWN AND HOPE THAT FOR JUST ONE SECOND HE SHOULD BE ME . CRY HIS HEART OUT , AND LET ME SETTLE THE REST .
A MONTH LATER , MY ENGLISH TEACHER , ALSO LEFT US HERE , IN THIS CRUEL WORLD . SHE LOST THE BATTLE AGAINST KIDNEY FAILURE , AND DIE IN A YOUNG AGE .
NOV , THE SECOND LAST MONTH OF THE YEAR , ANOTHER SHOCKING DEATH CAME AND HUNTING ME DOWN . A GOOD AUNTY OF MINE PASSED AWAY DUE TO SOME ORGAN FAILURE BY A MINOR TOOTH EXTRACT .
A HEALTHY HUMAN BEING JUST DIE , CAUSE OF A SIMPLE TOOTH EXTRACT .
TOMORROW WILL BE HER SERVICE . I SERIOUSLY DONT REALLY KNOW WHERE DO I FIND THE STRENGTH TO HANDLE IT .
DEAR DESTINY :
YOU REALLY GAVE ME A FUNNY YEAR TO SURVIVE WITH .
LEAVING ME MORE AND MORE UNFORGETTABLE MEMORIES TO DEAL WITH .
TODAY , TO BE OR NOT TO BE..IS NO LONGER A QUESTION ?
IT IS ANSWERED LONG AGO , BECAUSE IT IS DESTINED .
CHERISH ME , AND LET ME CHERISH YOU , WHILE I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.
LESSON LEARN TODAY :
WE DONT OWN ANYTHING IN OUR LIFE .
ONCE YOUR SOUL DECIDED TO LEAVE EARTH ,
YOU LEAVE BEHIND EVERYTHING , ONCE YOU THOUGHT YOU OWN .
DONT THINK HIGHLY ABOUT MATERIAL , CHERISH WHAT YOU HAVE NOW , AND THINGS YOU THINK YOU STILL OWN .
ONCE IT IS TIME TO GO , LEAVE BEHIND WHAT YOU CHERISH WITH NO REGRET .
BECAUSE YOU CHERISHED AND LOVED THEM ALL YOU COULD , WHILE YOU CAN .
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
MY BELOVED AUNTY ANN
FEW DAYS AGO , I WENT TO THIS COFFEE SHOP TO BUY MY BREAKFAST .
I MET THIS AUNTY , THE WAY SHE MOVES AND SPEAKS REMIND ME OF SOMEONE...
I GOT BACK TO THE CAR , AND TOLD THE STORY TO MY MOMMY .
AND FOUND OUT THAT , THE LADY IS ACTUALLY AUNTY ANN 'S ELDER SISTER .
I SAID WHAT A SMALL WORLD , AND ALSO REMINDED ME , IT HAS BEEN SOME TIMES , I HAVEN BUMP INTO AUNTY ANN .
BUT LIFE IS ALWAYS AN UNFAIR GAME .
AFTER TWO DAYS , I CAME BACK HOME AND FOUND OUT , AUNTY ANN PASSED AWAY .
AND HER DEATH WAS SO TRAGIC , I AM SO SHOCKED , I SOAK MY PILLOW IN TEARS AGAIN .=="
SHE HAD THIS BROKEN TOOTH , SO WENT TO THE DENTIST TO GET IT DONE .
NORMAL PROCEDURE .
SHE CAME BACK HOME , IN PAIN . BUT SHE HOLD HERSELF BACK AND GO THOUGH THE PAIN . THERE WERE NO PAIN KILLER OR ANY MEDICATION GIVEN BY THE DENTIST .
THE NEXT DAY , SHE STARTED HAVING FEVER .
THE THIRD DAY , SHE PASSED AWAY DUE TO INFECTION .
A MINOR TOOTH EXTRACT , TOOK HER LIFE AWAY .
THE ONLY WORD TO DESCRIBE IS "TRAGIC "
AUNTY ANN :
*IS MY MOMMY'S SIFU .
*SHE TAUGHT HER HOW TO BAKE ALL THESE FRESH , HEALTHY DELICIOUS CAKES AND PASTRY .
*SHE IS ALSO THE ONE , WHO TAUGHT ME TO GO INTO THE "MI LK DIET "
*EVERY TIME , AFTER A LONG DAY IN SCHOOL . SOME FRESH BAKE BUNS OR CAKE WILL ALWAYS WELCOME ME , WHEN I STEP INTO THE HOUSE .
BECAUSE OF YOU , YOU TAUGH MY MOMMY TO BAKE , AND MAKING ME THE HAPPIEST CHILD LIVING ON EARTH .
TO ME:
SHE IS AN IDEAL MOTHER .
SHE TREAT HER TWO BEAUTIFUL DAUGTHER LIKE PRINCESS .
SHE IS LOYAL TO HER HUBBY .
SHE HAS THIS AMAZING TALENT IN BAKING .
SHE ALWAYS WELCOME ME....WITH A WARM BRIGHT SMILE ...
SHE IS A GREAT INSPIRATION FOR ME .
I AM SO SHOCK , SHE IS NO LONGER WITH US RIGHT NOW .
IT IS SO TRUE , YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU MISS TILL IT IS GONE .
CHERISH THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ,
LOVE THEM , LIKE THE WAY YOU SHOULD .
THIS IS CUTE BELOVED AUNTY ANN ...^^
I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU....SO..........SO.............MUCH .
POEM SPECIALLY FOR AUNTY ANN....
If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven
To bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken.
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know.
I MET THIS AUNTY , THE WAY SHE MOVES AND SPEAKS REMIND ME OF SOMEONE...
I GOT BACK TO THE CAR , AND TOLD THE STORY TO MY MOMMY .
AND FOUND OUT THAT , THE LADY IS ACTUALLY AUNTY ANN 'S ELDER SISTER .
I SAID WHAT A SMALL WORLD , AND ALSO REMINDED ME , IT HAS BEEN SOME TIMES , I HAVEN BUMP INTO AUNTY ANN .
BUT LIFE IS ALWAYS AN UNFAIR GAME .
AFTER TWO DAYS , I CAME BACK HOME AND FOUND OUT , AUNTY ANN PASSED AWAY .
AND HER DEATH WAS SO TRAGIC , I AM SO SHOCKED , I SOAK MY PILLOW IN TEARS AGAIN .=="
SHE HAD THIS BROKEN TOOTH , SO WENT TO THE DENTIST TO GET IT DONE .
NORMAL PROCEDURE .
SHE CAME BACK HOME , IN PAIN . BUT SHE HOLD HERSELF BACK AND GO THOUGH THE PAIN . THERE WERE NO PAIN KILLER OR ANY MEDICATION GIVEN BY THE DENTIST .
THE NEXT DAY , SHE STARTED HAVING FEVER .
THE THIRD DAY , SHE PASSED AWAY DUE TO INFECTION .
A MINOR TOOTH EXTRACT , TOOK HER LIFE AWAY .
THE ONLY WORD TO DESCRIBE IS "TRAGIC "
AUNTY ANN :
*IS MY MOMMY'S SIFU .
*SHE TAUGHT HER HOW TO BAKE ALL THESE FRESH , HEALTHY DELICIOUS CAKES AND PASTRY .
*SHE IS ALSO THE ONE , WHO TAUGHT ME TO GO INTO THE "MI LK DIET "
*EVERY TIME , AFTER A LONG DAY IN SCHOOL . SOME FRESH BAKE BUNS OR CAKE WILL ALWAYS WELCOME ME , WHEN I STEP INTO THE HOUSE .
BECAUSE OF YOU , YOU TAUGH MY MOMMY TO BAKE , AND MAKING ME THE HAPPIEST CHILD LIVING ON EARTH .
TO ME:
SHE IS AN IDEAL MOTHER .
SHE TREAT HER TWO BEAUTIFUL DAUGTHER LIKE PRINCESS .
SHE IS LOYAL TO HER HUBBY .
SHE HAS THIS AMAZING TALENT IN BAKING .
SHE ALWAYS WELCOME ME....WITH A WARM BRIGHT SMILE ...
SHE IS A GREAT INSPIRATION FOR ME .
I AM SO SHOCK , SHE IS NO LONGER WITH US RIGHT NOW .
IT IS SO TRUE , YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU MISS TILL IT IS GONE .
CHERISH THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ,
LOVE THEM , LIKE THE WAY YOU SHOULD .
THIS IS CUTE BELOVED AUNTY ANN ...^^
I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU....SO..........SO.............MUCH .
POEM SPECIALLY FOR AUNTY ANN....
If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven
To bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken.
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
THe MiSSing PuZZle .....
Have you ever experience a time in your LIFE ,
For just a moment you pause and ask yourself " What the hell am i doing ? "
We treat LIFE as an uncompleted puzzle .
NeXt challenge the 5000 piece Puzzle . Complete the puzzle , and thinking who am i kidding , i am better than that .
Finally , we lost control ourself , and decided to picked up a fight with the 10,000 piece puzzle . I may not say , this sounds like a losing battle , but I can sure say , this is time consuming , and indeed a struggle .
Imagine a box of 10,ooo piece puzzle in front of you .
You open it . Try dividing all the pieces , according to shapes and colours .
Then the journey starts , we spend time , days , to complete it .
If you are good , You will complete it in no time .
But if you suck in it , god knows when you ever gonna finish IT.
Puzzle after Puzzle , when will there be an end ?
When you are trying your best to complete each pieces , ignoring other element of life ,
You created yourselves a missing puzzle piece in life .
When you completed the 9999 pieces of puzzles, by fitting them together ,
In that moment , You found out that you lost one tiny piece .
You curse yourselves , and ask "why me "
May be a few flips and some tears .
But after that drastic moment , you took a deep breath and calm down .
Cleared your mind , and think ed back ,
how much time did you spend for that puzzle ,
how much you missed in LIFE .
That moment , you ask yourselves izzit worth it ?
When you took so much time eager to finish the puzzle you pictured , you missed the biggest puzzle piece in life .
You lost your LIFE .
I understand that everyone had their own puzzle in life , but on your journey fixing up these pieces , remember , there are more things waiting for you to complete , rather than a crappy Puzzle .
For just a moment you pause and ask yourself " What the hell am i doing ? "
Is this what i really want ? Is this what I am suppose to do ?
We use our imagination to picture the puzzle , and try our best to fit each pieces together .
Don't you think so ?
Life is certainly a joke .
We were taught to create dreams , have high ambition since young .As time goes by , we created all these silly , challenging ambition in our life , and trying to work our way up to achieve and win it .
We first finish a 100 piece Puzzle , feel satisfied , but asking for more .
Then came the 500 piece Puzzle , finished it . Felt happy , but think you can do better .NeXt challenge the 5000 piece Puzzle . Complete the puzzle , and thinking who am i kidding , i am better than that .
Finally , we lost control ourself , and decided to picked up a fight with the 10,000 piece puzzle . I may not say , this sounds like a losing battle , but I can sure say , this is time consuming , and indeed a struggle .
Imagine a box of 10,ooo piece puzzle in front of you .
You open it . Try dividing all the pieces , according to shapes and colours .
Then the journey starts , we spend time , days , to complete it .
If you are good , You will complete it in no time .
But if you suck in it , god knows when you ever gonna finish IT.
Puzzle after Puzzle , when will there be an end ?
When you are trying your best to complete each pieces , ignoring other element of life ,
You created yourselves a missing puzzle piece in life .
When you completed the 9999 pieces of puzzles, by fitting them together ,
In that moment , You found out that you lost one tiny piece .
You curse yourselves , and ask "why me "
May be a few flips and some tears .
But after that drastic moment , you took a deep breath and calm down .
Cleared your mind , and think ed back ,
how much time did you spend for that puzzle ,
how much you missed in LIFE .
That moment , you ask yourselves izzit worth it ?
When you took so much time eager to finish the puzzle you pictured , you missed the biggest puzzle piece in life .
You lost your LIFE .
I understand that everyone had their own puzzle in life , but on your journey fixing up these pieces , remember , there are more things waiting for you to complete , rather than a crappy Puzzle .
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