HAPPY EVER AFTER ❤

Her  whole  LIFE ..........................

cherished every  moment spend   with daddy  and  mommy ❤

Her  Whole  Life..................

sharing ❤ with  others .

IN  Her  journey  of  life  , She .............................
wishes for .................... a wishing star ❤

have  some  lucky moments  and  found some dreams  come  trues

EVEN ....experienced  some  happy  sweet  moments ❤

AS TIME GOES BY ........................................... SHE IS NOW .........................

searching  for

perfection ................................

BUT  when  time  comes , she growed up ......looking  like  an ANGEL ❤

soon.........................she  is  ready  for  LOVE ❤

ALTHOUGH .....sometimes ................she.......is .....pampered with ❤

BUT , there  are  also  some moments in LIFE  when  she  walks  alone

But  In The  End............................................................................................

She  found  the  special  someone ..........❤

While  Time  Passes................she  found the  perfect  soul mate  and  live  .HAPPY  EVER  AFTER  ❤

處女座

都說處女座另類，雙重性格，甚至有點神經質，其實原因只有一個，處女座的一切都要隨自己外顯的性格而轉，姑且稱之為"狀態"。

處女座狀態好的時候，可以將自己聰明、細膩、能幹、溫情、幽默、有內涵等優良品質完全外展，此時他們顯得如此完美，光芒四射，並且可以表現得非常外向、健談，容易與人打成一片。而一旦處女座狀態不好，便會變成另一個人，甚至非常窩囊，一事無成，不過通常此時他們都躲避外在的干擾,所以讓人感覺有點間歇性自閉症因為同為水星守護，所以處女和雙子一樣善變，但雙子善變的是心思，處女善變的卻是情緒。

　　很多時候處女座要面對很多實際的瑣事，這時的處女座便不得不在冷中面對周圍世界：要麼說話做事很不自然，有做作的痕跡；要麼便極度冷漠和被動，對誰都不理不睬。其實處女座很清楚自己現在的樣子，但他們無力改變和控制自己的情緒，只能選擇瘋狂地逃避一切。　

　他們想的是：與其很不自然地面對你，尷尬地和你說些無關痛癢地話，或是因和平時反差太大而被人說成表裡不一，性格怪異，還不如先躲一陣子，等調節好了以後再出來。所以，在與人交往中，他們只會和不得不交流的人或是完全陌生的人交談，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏遠。　　所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越遠。特別是戀人.

　　而且,大家都知道處女座的人有嚴重的完美主義傾向,所以就有了所謂的\"處女座的人最喜歡若即若離\"。原因很簡單：他只想給你一個最好最完美的自己，而不願讓你看到他無助脆弱的一面。所以請記住，有時處女座對你冷，絕不是你說錯做錯什麼，這是他們正常的生理現象，他們只是不想讓嚴寒和冰霜傷害了你。

不必難過，因為他們在乎你的話，他們的內心比你還要難過、自責和內疚！他們所能做的，只希望快點調整好情緒，回到你的身邊。　　正基於以上兩點，處女座有時便會表現出非常另類的行為和思維模式。他們的性格也很多來源於此：不喜主動，不善交際，不愛表現，不喜拋頭露面，諸如此類。　　


關於"潔癖"——並非處女都有潔癖，很多處女座並不愛乾淨，但卻要求整潔，他們更多的是井然有序，不喜歡別人破壞他們所整理和佈置的"完美"格局。處女座更多的是有精神潔癖。一旦觸碰到他們精神上的禁區，嚴重時會表現得歇斯底里。

　　關於"花心"——一般說來處女座絕不花心，忠誠是他們的代名詞。異性關係多很可能是他們需要確定一個好人緣和自己有魅力，來反擊那些普遍觀點。一旦找到心中真愛，他會呵護你一輩子，只要你能給他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。尋花問柳，紅杏出牆這些事與他們絕緣。　

　關於"聰明"——不似雙子靈活機巧，不像水瓶創意非凡，也不是天蠍的那種計畫周密，處女座更多體現的是智慧。細膩、理性、好學加上十二,星座裡一流的洞察力和最強的邏輯思維能力，處女座想不聰明都難。沒事少在處女座面前信口開河，隨意撒謊，很多偽紗他們一眼便能看透；也別跟他們玩什麼心計，你玩不過他們的。處女是那種可以把你賣了你還得向他道謝的類型。

沒事也少跟處女座辯論，他們沒理也可找出理，甚至找出不止一條理來。處女是永遠不會吃虧的。　　關於"單純"——處女座很純真，但絕不單純，他們內心複雜得讓人難以想像，很多不經意的事可能都是他們精心佈置的。處女座也總在純潔和好色之間徘徊，這一點最難說清。

不過他們真正的內心是極其善良的， 寧可自己苦也不願傷害任何人，心靈如水晶一般晶瑩剔透。　　關於"幽默"——都說處女座冷若冰霜，缺乏幽默。多和他們接觸吧，你會體會到什麼是冷幽默，什麼是真正的幽默，而並非品位低俗的搞笑。

　　關於"遲鈍"——別看你和處女座說某些提議時他們半天才反應過來，在你說好的一瞬間，他們腦子裡可能已經轉過五六個你這項提議會造成的後果了。他們總是想得太多，絕非想得太慢。　　關於"自私"——處女座的自私覺不是獅子的那種惟我獨尊，也不是水瓶的以自我為中心。處女座正因為是無私的，所以顯得自私。因為處女不想傷害任何人。　

　關於"逃避"——由於處女座性格上的因素，他們通常會顯得壓力很大。當週遭的事物已無法掌控，或是自己的情緒無法調節好時，他們會瘋狂地逃避，墮落自己，這種狀況通常對別人無害，卻是傷害自己，讓所有愛他們的人感到心碎。不過不用太擔心，過一陣子他們自己會好的，他們天性的自我批判精神很快便會起作用。

處女座一般不會徹底墮落，墮落前可能都已留有餘地，只是在等待著希望的來臨。甚至有時墮落都是做給別人看的。　　關於"內涵"——處女座有涵養這一點是肯定的。在成長中不斷吸取教訓，不斷學習，取人之長來豐富自己的內涵。因為他們感覺到情緒無法把握，而這些是自己可以踏踏實實做到的，將來一定有幫助。

這是他們所追求的完美主義目標。　　處女座就是一個表面神秘到難以琢磨，說穿了卻又很簡單的星座。最接近神的人？可能吧，處女座喜歡這樣來標榜自己。因為他們確實有超凡脫俗的一面。他們的內心接近了神，可是身在這個世界，不能不食人間煙火吧，所以必須得戴著一個面具活在這個世界上。　　處女座喜歡和人說些曖昧的話，對心儀的對象卻不好意思表白。　　處女座希望別人瞭解自己，卻又只將能公佈的那一部分對外展示。　　處女座是最有責任感的人了，可很多時候卻害怕承擔責任。

SEARCHING FOR AN OPEN WINDOW

WHEN  A DOOR  CLOSES , YOU  CAN  ALWAYS  FIND  YOURSELF  A  TINY  OPENED WINDOW .

IT IS ALL UP TO YOU . ARE  YOU  STILL LOOKING  BACK ? OR  YOU  ARE  READY  TO LOOK FORWARD ?

THEY  ALWAYS  SAY  THAT  LIFE  IS  A  STAGE .
WE PERFORM  AND  HOPE  TO  SHINE  ONCE  IN A FULL MOON .

LOOKING  BACK  AT  THE QUOTE , WHAT  IF  THE  DOOR  IS  NOW SHUT  TIGHT , WHILE  I AM  LOOKING  FORWARD  TO  MOVE ON , BUT ....
GOSH !!!!!!
WHERE  THE HELL IS  THAT  TINY  WINDOW LOCATED ?
I CANT  FIND  MY  OPEN  WINDOW !!!!!!

100%

HAVE you  ever accomplish something that  made  you  so  proud  of  yourself  in that moment , you  hope  that  time  will just  stop and  last  forever .

Imagine  you  holding  your  100% ( full mark )  maths  exam  paper , and  you  maths  teacher  is  praising you in front  of  the whole class , in that  moment , you just hope  time  can pause , last just a little  longer .

You  came  back  home , showed  the paper to  your  parents , you parents  bought  you  a  new  toys  as  a  reward  for all your  hard work . You felt  the  sense  of  accomplishment and  hope  this  sense  of  accomplishment  can  last  forever .

We  always  searching  for perfection , because  we know perfection can lead  to  praises  , benefit , and  the  sense  of  accomplishment .

WE may  find  the  perfect  dress .
WE may  find  the  perfect  words , in the perfect  time .
We may  score  the  perfect  score  in our  test .
We  may  also  plan  the  perfect wedding  .

All  of  these  perfection may  last  in your memory  forever .
Just  closing  your eye , you still can  remember  every  details , event  that  gave  you  the 100%  satisfaction .

BUT WHAT  IF  YOU  FOUND  A 100% GUY IN YOU LIFE , AND HE IS NO LONGER BY YOUR SIDE  ANYMORE ?

IT  is  just  the  same  feeling , when you  found  a dress  that  suit  you so well ( before ) , now  it  no  longer  fit  you , cause you grow  older  and taller .

YOU  may  put  the  dress  a side  , and  keep it  in your  closet  , cause  it  is  sentimental  to you . YOU  may  start wearing  , other  beautiful  dress , but  it  can  never  ever  replace the  sentimental  dress  that  you  once  wore  and  made  you  feel  perfect .

This is  just  the  same concept  as  meeting the "perfect  match "
YOU  think that  you  met  the one , he is so perfect  for  you .
YOU  try  your  best  to  maintain yourself  so that  he will be  by  your side  and last  forever .
BUT , who  are  we kidding ?
How  the hell , will this  last  forever .

I  came  across  with  this  friend  of  mine , who  is  also  a  "Virgo"  girl just  like  me posted :
" i felt  in love  with a 100% man , i lost  him , and i dont knw , how  m i gonna  find  another  perfect  one "in  facebook

Virgo  girls  always  tend  to  search  for  perfection .... silly ..annoying .....
pain  in  the a**
but ...it is kinda  true ...

BUT ...
WHO are  we  kidding with the perfect one ?
People  change  from time to time , nothing last  or  remain  the  same  forever .

If  destiny  played  a joke  with  you , and gave  to  a  chance  to  met  the  perfect one .
Cherish  the perfect  as  long  as  you  want .
But  if  it  didn't  last ,
 let  it  go , and learn   the  mistake .
Think  back  ..................
at  lease , destiny  gave  you  the chance  to  learn  and be  with  the perfect  one .

Why  are  you  still looking  back , for  something that  time cant  turn back , and  not  cherish  the one  that  are  by  your side  waiting for you .

You  always  says  that  destiny  will decide  for  you .
But  if  you don't  help yourselves  and  let  destiny passed  you  by .
YOU will always  be  YOU .
helpless ..................................

This  inspiration came  from  pretty  K****
MOVe on babe .... 
lov ya...........

CLEAR NOVEMBER

DESTINY REALLY  GAVE  ME  A  CHALLENGING YEARS .

TOOK  AWAY  QUITE  A  NUMBER  OF  LOVES ONE  AWAY  FROM ME , AND  CHALLENGE  ME  TO  SURVIVE  WITH  LITTLE AMOUNT  OF  TEARS  AND  SORROW .

2010 CAME  TO ME LIKE  A DREAM . UNEXPECTED  DEATH  TOOK PLACE ONE AFTER  ANOTHER .

BEGINNING OF THE YEARS , ONE OF MY CLOSE  DRAMA MATE  LOST  THE BATTLE AGAINST LEUKEMIA . LEFT ME HERE , WONDERING WHAT DOES IT  TAKE  TO  HAVE HER BACK JUST  FOR  A MOMENT , WHEN I NEEDED HER THE MOST  .

THEN  CAME SWEET  OLD  SEPTEMBER  , THIS OLD SWEET COUPLE , MY UNCLE  AND AUNTY IN THEIR 70S ,  WHO PASSED AWAY  IN A CAR ACCIDENT IN AUS . THEY  REMAINING FLY ALL THE WAY  BACK TO M'SIA , AND  I ACCOMPANY  MY  UNCLE  TO  COLLECT IT IN THE AIR PORT .

LOOKING  AT  MY UNCLE ( THEIR SON ) ( MY GOD DADDY ) , A STRONG MAN , WHO  ALWAYS  LOOK  CHEERFUL  , TRYING HIS  BEST  TO CONTROL  HIS  EMOTION INFRONT OF ME , REALLY  MADE ME MELT  DOWN AND  HOPE THAT FOR JUST  ONE SECOND HE SHOULD BE ME . CRY HIS  HEART OUT , AND LET ME SETTLE THE REST .

A MONTH LATER , MY ENGLISH  TEACHER , ALSO LEFT US HERE , IN THIS CRUEL  WORLD . SHE  LOST  THE BATTLE  AGAINST KIDNEY FAILURE , AND DIE IN A YOUNG AGE .

NOV , THE SECOND LAST  MONTH OF THE YEAR , ANOTHER SHOCKING DEATH CAME AND  HUNTING ME DOWN . A GOOD  AUNTY  OF MINE PASSED AWAY DUE TO SOME ORGAN FAILURE BY A  MINOR  TOOTH EXTRACT .
A  HEALTHY  HUMAN BEING JUST DIE , CAUSE OF A SIMPLE TOOTH EXTRACT .

TOMORROW WILL BE HER SERVICE . I SERIOUSLY DONT REALLY KNOW WHERE DO I FIND THE STRENGTH  TO HANDLE IT .

DEAR DESTINY :
YOU  REALLY  GAVE  ME  A FUNNY YEAR  TO SURVIVE WITH .
LEAVING  ME  MORE AND MORE UNFORGETTABLE MEMORIES TO DEAL WITH .
TODAY ,    TO BE OR NOT TO BE..IS NO LONGER  A QUESTION  ?
IT IS ANSWERED  LONG AGO , BECAUSE IT IS DESTINED .

CHERISH ME , AND LET ME CHERISH YOU , WHILE I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.

LESSON LEARN TODAY :
WE DONT OWN ANYTHING IN OUR LIFE .
ONCE YOUR SOUL DECIDED TO LEAVE EARTH ,
YOU LEAVE  BEHIND EVERYTHING , ONCE YOU THOUGHT YOU OWN .
DONT THINK HIGHLY  ABOUT  MATERIAL , CHERISH WHAT YOU HAVE NOW , AND THINGS YOU THINK YOU STILL OWN .
ONCE IT IS TIME TO GO , LEAVE BEHIND WHAT  YOU CHERISH WITH NO REGRET .
BECAUSE  YOU  CHERISHED  AND LOVED  THEM ALL YOU COULD , WHILE YOU CAN .

MY BELOVED AUNTY ANN

FEW  DAYS  AGO , I WENT TO THIS  COFFEE  SHOP TO BUY MY BREAKFAST .

I MET THIS AUNTY , THE  WAY SHE  MOVES  AND SPEAKS  REMIND ME OF  SOMEONE...

I  GOT  BACK  TO  THE CAR , AND TOLD  THE  STORY  TO MY  MOMMY .

AND  FOUND OUT  THAT  ,  THE  LADY  IS  ACTUALLY  AUNTY ANN 'S  ELDER SISTER .

I SAID  WHAT A SMALL WORLD , AND ALSO REMINDED ME , IT HAS BEEN SOME TIMES , I HAVEN BUMP INTO  AUNTY ANN .

BUT LIFE IS ALWAYS  AN UNFAIR GAME . 

AFTER  TWO  DAYS , I CAME BACK HOME AND FOUND OUT , AUNTY ANN PASSED AWAY .
AND HER DEATH WAS SO TRAGIC , I AM SO SHOCKED , I SOAK  MY PILLOW  IN TEARS  AGAIN .=="

SHE  HAD  THIS  BROKEN TOOTH , SO WENT TO THE  DENTIST TO GET IT DONE .
NORMAL PROCEDURE .
SHE CAME BACK HOME , IN PAIN . BUT SHE HOLD HERSELF BACK AND GO THOUGH THE PAIN . THERE WERE NO PAIN KILLER  OR  ANY MEDICATION GIVEN BY THE DENTIST .
THE NEXT DAY , SHE STARTED HAVING FEVER .
THE THIRD DAY , SHE PASSED AWAY DUE TO INFECTION .

A MINOR TOOTH EXTRACT  , TOOK HER LIFE  AWAY .
THE ONLY  WORD TO DESCRIBE IS "TRAGIC "

AUNTY ANN :
*IS  MY MOMMY'S SIFU .
*SHE TAUGHT HER HOW TO BAKE ALL THESE  FRESH , HEALTHY DELICIOUS CAKES AND PASTRY .
*SHE IS ALSO THE ONE , WHO TAUGHT ME TO GO INTO THE "MI LK  DIET "
*EVERY TIME , AFTER A LONG DAY IN SCHOOL . SOME FRESH BAKE BUNS OR CAKE WILL ALWAYS WELCOME ME , WHEN I STEP INTO THE HOUSE .
BECAUSE OF YOU , YOU TAUGH MY MOMMY TO BAKE , AND MAKING ME THE HAPPIEST  CHILD LIVING ON EARTH .





TO ME:
SHE IS  AN IDEAL MOTHER .
SHE  TREAT HER  TWO  BEAUTIFUL DAUGTHER  LIKE PRINCESS .
SHE  IS  LOYAL  TO HER HUBBY .
SHE  HAS  THIS  AMAZING TALENT IN BAKING .
SHE  ALWAYS  WELCOME ME....WITH A WARM BRIGHT SMILE ...
SHE   IS  A  GREAT  INSPIRATION FOR ME .

I AM SO SHOCK , SHE IS  NO LONGER WITH US RIGHT NOW .
IT IS SO TRUE , YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU MISS TILL IT IS GONE .
CHERISH  THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ,
LOVE THEM , LIKE THE WAY YOU SHOULD .

THIS IS CUTE BELOVED AUNTY ANN ...^^
I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU....SO..........SO.............MUCH .

POEM  SPECIALLY FOR AUNTY ANN....
If tears could build a stairway


And memories were a lane,

I would walk right up to heaven

To bring you home again.

No farewell words were spoken.

No time to say good-bye.

You were gone before we knew it,

And only God knows why.

My heart still aches in sadness

And secret tears still flow.

What it meant to lose you,

No one will ever know.

THe MiSSing PuZZle .....

Have  you  ever experience a time in your  LIFE ,

For  just a moment you pause and ask yourself " What the hell am i doing ? "

Is  this what i really want ? Is this what I am  suppose  to do ?

We  treat  LIFE  as  an uncompleted  puzzle .

We  use our  imagination to  picture the puzzle , and try our  best  to fit  each  pieces together .

Don't you think so ?

Life is certainly a joke .

We  were taught to create dreams , have high ambition since young .

As time goes by , we created all these silly , challenging ambition  in our life , and trying to work our way up to achieve and  win it . 

 

We first  finish a 100 piece Puzzle , feel satisfied , but asking for more .

Then  came  the 500  piece Puzzle  , finished it . Felt  happy , but think you can do better .
NeXt challenge the 5000 piece Puzzle . Complete the puzzle , and thinking who am i kidding , i am better than that .
Finally , we lost control  ourself , and decided  to  picked up a fight with the 10,000 piece puzzle . I may not say , this sounds like a losing battle , but I can sure say , this is time consuming , and indeed a struggle .

Imagine a box  of 10,ooo piece puzzle in front of you .
You open it . Try dividing all the pieces , according to shapes and colours .
 Then  the journey starts , we spend time , days , to complete it .
If you are good , You will complete it in no time .
But if you suck in it , god knows when you ever gonna finish IT.

Puzzle after Puzzle , when will there be an end ?
When you are trying your best to complete each pieces , ignoring other element of life ,
You created yourselves a missing puzzle piece in life .

When you  completed the  9999 pieces of puzzles, by fitting  them  together ,
In that moment , You found out that you lost  one tiny piece .
You curse yourselves , and ask "why me "
May be a few flips  and some tears .
But after that drastic  moment , you took a deep breath and calm down .
Cleared your  mind , and think ed back  ,
how much time did you spend  for that puzzle ,
how much you missed in LIFE .

That  moment , you ask yourselves izzit worth it ?
When you took so much time eager to finish the puzzle you  pictured , you  missed the biggest  puzzle  piece in life .
You  lost  your LIFE .

I understand that everyone had their own puzzle in life , but on your journey fixing up these pieces , remember , there are more things waiting for you to complete , rather  than a crappy Puzzle .