FORGET , FORGOTTEN , FORGETTING ....

FORGET

Why  cant  we remember everything  ? We tend to remember those things , places , people  that are  more important to us  by  leaving  behind the less important ones...

Why cant we give out  equal focus and attention towards the things , people and stuff that happen around us ?

= Tell me and I forget. Teach me and I remember. Involve me and I learn. =


FORGOTTEN

Thing that are forgotten .
it happen in the past and it is not longer occupying spaces in our brain .
But , sometimes , when we walk through so familiar street , met some long lost friend , even sense triggering smells , have this  super natural ability to "UN-forget" our past .. When we though history is long forgotten , it comes back and hunt us down once in the full moon .
Scary , yet logical .
Without past history , WHO ARE YOU TODAY ?

=To forget one's purpose is the commonest form of stupidity=


FORGETTING
Things that we are trying our best to forget .
Unpleasant emotions , betrayer , hurt , disappointment , heartbreaking , failure ....etc..
Time will cure , faith will mend  the  broken heart .
Age will guide us wisely , knowledge will lead us to the right path .
Things  that  are destined to  forget , will be forgotten , but it will ALWAYS remain as HISTORY .

=Blessed are those who give without remembering and take without forgetting. =

My Beloved English Teacher - Pn Suriati

Writing this out , couldn't be easy  for me .
I keep  picturing Pn Suriati knocking my head , if i wrote any grammar mistake in this blog ^^.....

I transferred to a new school when I was 16 years old .

Coming to a brand new environment , was definitely  scarily .

First  day  of class , made me very nervous .

I remember when i  entered the class , with the whole class of girls staring at me , feel like digging a hole and jump right into it .

But , i remembered my class teacher took good care of me .

From my ex-high school ,

I  have been known for being good  in  English .

English  is my favourite subject .

I remember the first day ,  walking to English Class ,
I was  praying  in my heart ,
"oh god , please like me , please like me ! "

Stepped  into the class ,
 took a risk . Picked the first seat , first role .

I remember  Pn Suriati ( my English teacher ) sit ted right in front of me .

As usual for the first day , checking my back ground !!.
I answered every question confidently  .................

She gave me a smile , and  from that moment onward ,

Thank god ! She likes me !

How can i describe her ?
She  likes  to highlight her lip ,
so you can always see her reddish lip  from a distance .
She likes to share  her experience studying in Nottingham .
She also like to complain about her job , and each year she will sure tell me :
" Yee Ping , I think it is time for me to retire , I am too old for my job !"

But You will always , see her coming back to school the following year .
 A teacher's job never end !

I also remember she hurt her leg , due to some reason , there are so many stories about how she hurt her leg, so i am not sure about the real story .^^ ( This is why for the past 4 years , we had to walk to English class)
She  love to show off her vocal ,
She love to speak english with her accent ...^^
Sometimes she can be really moddy . yet sometimes , she can be very cheerful .
The school gave ger tons of work , she did complained about it , but in the end she made it happen anyway .&^^

In this new school , the teachers  run the school  by threatening ( no offence) .

I  took a  long long time to adapt into this new environment .
I remember the first few months , i was so reluctant to go to school , because , every morning , we will hear this particular teacher yelling or threatening students .
( not the best way to start up the day )

If you are from my school .....

Yes , your guessing is correct . There is  a loud , straight discipline teacher in my school

And   she is also one of Suriati's best friend .

I remember Pn Suriati always ask me and my friend anu , "wheN will this discipline teacher gonna get marry ? she is not getting any younger , you know  "...hehehehhee.....

She  kinda  balance  up  this  emotinal  displine teacher in school .^^

Besides that , there is  always ups  and downs in school .
I don't judge how the a teacher's teaching skill ,
but i am sure they are trying their best  to educate us .

In this four years time being with her ,
there are certainly ups and downs moment .
I belived my friend and i  enjoyed having her in school .
Although  She is now no longer with us anymore , but we will always remember her as a great educator .

A poem for her , may she rest in peace .
We've known lots of pleasure,
At times endured pain,,

We've lived in the sunshine,
And walked in the rain. ,
...But now we're separated ,
And for a time apart,,

But I am not alone- ,
You're forever in my heart.,

thank you for being a great educator...
will always miss u.....

my last message from her in facebook .

MY BELOVED ENGLISH TEACHER , THANK YOU FOR THESE 21YEARS CONTRIBUTION

this picture edited by Vatsela .....

P/s : A memory that will not be forgotten . Like what the chinese always say , once a educator , forever an educator .

TRUE COLOURS....

It  was  all  a SHOW .

i knew  it  from the start , but  i played  along .

Call me dummy , but i just can't  believe it .

Everyone  has  their "value"  in life , value  in the working field , value  in the relationship field , value in families and etc . 

YES , Everyone has their  value in life .
 You  may ask help  from them but you  have to promise yourself , You will try your best  to return a flavor , some day in the future .

I lend  a hand to you with an  open heart , when you needed me .
And i had contributed more than I suppose too ....
In the end , no only , i get myself a simple thank you from you , but i also got myself a broken  friendship .

Take all the credits  you want , because I am Humble , But don't steal it in frond of me .
Tell  lies about your life , But don't use  my name .
Pretend all you want , because i finally open my eyes and saw the TRUE COLOURS  of you .

In the end of the day , when you need another flavor , I will still lend  you a hand , But definitely without  a sincere heart . =(

A TRAGIC TALE ...

We  were  born into earth without direction .
We  were  not told where are we going , why are were here , where  are we suppose to go and achieve ?

LIFE BRIEF CANDLE .
Life is a game , or a tragic show .
We play our part well , hoping to get  through  the day  and survive till the end  .

But  the end , DESTINY  AND FAITH ARE THE ONE STANDING TALL !

We  are born to  share tragic tales .

Each of us has  stories , that we love to share .
Live  each day , knowing that you are loved .
Live each  day  , with  accomplishment .
Live each day , because you want to , not because  you need to .

Don't be  blinded  with bills ,
Don't be overwhelm  with  numbers  and  grade ....."A"

Cherish each day , because you can . Life is unpredictable , and tragic .
Make your life  worth and memorable.

OPPORTUNITY COST

OPPORTUNITY COST

GUCCI  BAG ? OR  PRADA LEATHER  BOOTS ?


The  best solution , is owning both .
i may stave for  months  to own  all the desire  product , gadget , make up  that  i dreams of .
BUT ....
what  about  LOVE ?

CAN  LOVE  BE AN OPPORTUNITY  COST TOO ?

" i could be with MR A , if i didn't marry you ! "
does this line  sound familiar to you ?


" i could be a billionaire , if i stick with MR M !"


The  key  word of "IF "  and " Could  "
created the word " OPPORTUNITY  COST "

IF  YOU  GIVE  A ME BOX  OF  CHOCOLATE ,
I WILL PICK THE  MY FAVOURITE FLAVOR , THE PIECE  THAT HAS  THE NICEST  PACKAGING , THE ONE THAT SMELL THE BEST , AND THE ONE THAT MAKE OTHERS  ENVY BECAUSE I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY  TO PICK FIRST  AND I  PICKED  THE BEST ONE OUT OF THE BOX .

THIS IS WHAT I CALL " OPPORTUNITY COST IN LOVE "

WHEN DESTINY  CREATED  THE " PERFECT  COUPLE "
FROM ALL OVER  THE WORLD , FAITH  BROUGHT  THE PERFECT  COUPLE  TOGETHER .
THAT IS DESTINED .
YOU END UP WITH THE PERFECT HIM OR HER .
YOU FEEL  HAPPY .
BUT  AFTER YEARS ..................MONTHS.................DAYS.............
YOU STILL HAVE THIS " OPPORTUNITY COST " .
YOU MAY END UP BETTER ,
YOU MAY END UP WORSE THAN YOU EXPECTED ,
BUT ,
YOU  CERTAINLY  END UP SOMEWHERE .

EVEN IF YOU  ARE  THE SMARTEST ECONOMIST IN THE WORLD .
NO WAY , WE ARE ESCAPING  FROM THIS " OPPORTUNITY COST "

BUT  IN THE END ,
LOVE  AND  LIFE IS A FUNNY GAME
NO MATTER  HOW BIG  IS YOUR  OPPORTUNITY  COST IS ,
YOU NEVER TURN BACK WITH WHAT U HAVE DECIDED .
LOOK FORWARD WITH WHAT YOU HAVE , 
AND MOVE FORWARD .

CAUSE LOVE IS A GAME IS A SPECIAL  GAME ,
NO MATTER  HOW  BIG THE "OPPORTUNITY  COST " YOU  LEAD  YOURSELF  INTO ,

WHAT  YOU DECIDE WHEN IT COMES  TO "LOVE" , ALWAYS WORTH . 

VISITING....

Thanks  to  one  of  my  uni  assignment ,

destined  gave  me  a  challenge  to plan  a special  visiting to  a "SPECIAL  HOME ".

At  first  i was  quite  reluctant  to go , cause  i knew  i always  leave  the  special  home  with tears , and 

heart breaking .( emotional , i know )

But , i  did it  any way .......

A bunch  of  my uni buddy  and i went  to an welfare organization " ti ratana " in  salak sauth , kuala lumpur .

early  in  the morning , we met up  in the school ,

and  i lead  the way ...

it  was  my  first time , i drove  my friend's( Susan ) car , a civic ,

i was nervous , driving  and leading .

i guess i did a terrible  job leading ,

all my male  friend say that i drove like i "own  the road ."

TAP  IN THE BACK GUYS , AT LEASE , U ALL STILL CAN CATCH UP . NOT BAD..^^

TI RATANA  IS  QUITE  A BIG WLEFARE SOCIETY , COMPARING TO OTHER WELFARE IN KULA LUMPUR , QUITE WELL SET UP @ ARRANGEMENT . ( 2 THUMB UP )

WE REACH THERE  ABT 10 AM OR SO AND  ONE OF  THE SOCIAL WORKER , FORGOTTEN HIS NAME , LEAD US  AROUND  TI RATANA . THE AREA IS  QUITE  BIG .

IT  HAS OLD FOLKS HOME , DIVIDED INTO MALE @ FEMALE .

OPHANAGE , CHILDREN RANGING  FROM FEW   MONTHS  OLD  BABY  TO SECONDARY .

  THE CHILDREN  OF  TOMORROW...

LOOKING AT THEM , WISHING THAT THEY CAN TAKE  MY PLACE INSTEAD .

CHILDREN  IN THE WORLD  SHOULDN'T  GO THROUGH THIS , IT JUST DOESN'T SOUND FAIR .

AND LOOKING AT THE OLD FOLK , THINKING OF  MY OWN FUTURE .

GOD  CREATE  HUMAN  THAT  DEVELOP MENTAL  AND PSYCHICAL  BY AGE .

IN EVERY CERTAIN AGE , WE ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING IN LIFE  , SOMETHING MINOR 

OR SOMETHING MAJOR .

BUT  LIFE  SOMETIMES  CAN BE SOME TRAGIC THAT , THING HAPPEN WITHOUT OUR PREDICTION .

A WOMEN  WHO RAISE  HIS SON AND DAUGHTER   , PRAY THAT ONE DAY , THEIR WILL TREAT HER THE SAME WAY , WHEN SHE IS OLD .

BUT INSTEAD , GOD  TOLD  AWAY BOTH OF HER DAUGHTER  AND SON . THEY DIE  OF OLD AGE , AND THE MOTHER  IS LEFT  IN THIS WORLD ALL ALONE .

THIS TOO SOUND UNFAIR...

BUT  COMING HERE , HAVING THIS SHORT VISIT ,
I LEARN TO CHERISH WHAT I HAVE NOW ,
PLAN A HEAD  FOR A MORE STABLE FUTURE , HAVE ALTERNATIF ,
AND I ALSO LEARN A DIFFRENT SIDE  OF  MY FRIENDS...

WILL DEFINELY  CHERISH  MOMENT THAT I HAVE WITH YOU...

TO BE A BETTER PERSON .^^

LEAVING TI RATANA :

women are destined to live a tragic life !!!

Nope this is NOT GOOD ENOUGH  !!!!!

Sound familiar ?

In every woman's life , they have their own tragic story .

A women that spend her whole life  worrying  about her weight,

A women who spend her whole life worry about aging .....

And we also get women  who worry about her looks , her JOB , her BABY , her LOVE life , her Financial status , her friend ..... and MANY MANY MORE ..TRUST ME,.....

WORRY !!!!   WORRY !!!!! WORRY !!!!

Women spending their whole life , planning a head , making thing work ...

we ask the question , WHEN ARE THEY EVER GONNA STOP THINKING ?

WELL , sorry guys , but never . The universe some how work these ways , whereby , women are born to think and planning ?

Why ? Because they feel  unsafe ?

may be ....but  READ MY LIP .... it is definitely , not because they want to ....

women will always be a women .....

IF i were given a chance , and just live a day in a man's shoe ....

i definitely will  give it a  try....